My Primary Responsibility
Let me be clear. My primary responsibility on this earth is the state of my own consciousness. Everything else flows from this. If I lovingly cultivate the thoughts and emotions which I put energy into; I am able to palpably feel the Divine Energy which flows beneath these thoughts and emotions, and to hear the impressions which are sparked by this Energy. You may call this narcissism or self-preoccupation; I call it discernment.
I did not come hear to fix anything. I came here to express the yearnings of my soul in human form. As I learn to do so, I have a greater impact on a greater number of people. It happens naturally, without the ego having to strive for it.
As heartbreaking as the onslaught of the daily news may be, I cannot allow myself to be seduced by the intense emotional and physical de-structuring that I see happening. It is not that I “don’t want to get involved”; it is that I want to get involved on a totally different level; a level which my soul cries out is true. If I stay focused on hearing the ever deepening call of my own being; I receive instructions, if you will, as to where I can use whatever knowledge or wisdom I may possess for the greatest good. This path may not always placate the mind, the cultural and emotional conditioning, or my own personal fears; but it serves both self and others in the deepest way possible.