I Bow To You
I recently heard an interview with Anita Moorjani, near death experiencer and author of “Dying to Be Me”. The last thing she said was that since her NDE she feels a sense of guidance all of the time.
Isn’t this what humans yearn for? This guidance does not need a name (and indeed Anita does not give it one). She never experienced it as a thing apart, but as the great, living tapestry of all that is.
I have waited for so many years to feel this. It has only been in the last few months that I can say that I do. It doesn’t mean that I no longer feel fear, or that I have overcome the capacity for self-deception. It means that I can feel the great river of life which flows beneath the webs and deulsions of my mind. It means that when these webs of my creation ensnare me; there is a knowing, sometimes barely audible, which whispers that I have never left the river and that it yearns to embrace me with its deep and abiding love.
It is from the feeling tone of my thoughts, not their logical content, that i can discern if I am fighting the great river of life, or effortlessly moving with it’s flow. And there is nothing “right” or “wrong” about any of it. I finally have a frame of reference-not a belief system, but a palpable, experiential frame of reference-which can always guide me back to my own being.
I bow before that which I cannot see nor understand; that vast river of life which we are all particles of. For we have never left it’s embrace because it is what we are.
Whatever we are going through; it is what we are. I bow to you