For decades I have been able to feel a vibrating, pulsating energy in the stillness beneath my thoughts. There is nothing subtle about this experience. It happened to me one day around 25 years ago and it has never shut off. What I experience with this energy doesn’t feel like it is confined to my own conciousness. It feels like l am hooked into something much more global, although my own emotions can certainly color it.
These days it feels like this energy is intensifying at a dizzying pace. If one can get a handle on integrating it with the emotional, mental and physical levels-and bringing it down through the body- the potential for joy is indded profound. On the otherhand, the potential for “learning lessons” is also profound; because the energy will push out all of the deepest patterns that we hold that get in the way of its expression. There is nothing “wrong” with any of this. It can certainly be uncomfortable at times, but if we keep our focus on the message rather than the discomfort we can move through it gracefully.
Now is the time to remember who we really are, what we came here to do, and how much we are truly cherished as children of the Universe; even when our minds, bodies and emotions may be screaming the opposite . This seems to me to be the true meaning of faith.